| | Usually when I write a post I write it in Word so I can easily spell and grammer check it before I post it here. I'm not doing that tonight because I feel like being utterly cavalier. Jon and I broke up and half the time I'm happy with my decision and half the time I feel like I'm falling apart. The evenings are the hardest. I know that giving up at this point and calling him would be the worst choice. I feel like with significant work our relationship could be saved, but for now I know we should be spending time apart. Rather than calling, I've been writing him letters that explain the ways I'm feeling and the thoughts I've been having since the break-up. I wish there were an easier way. I know that I could go back now and things would most likely be ok, but I'm scared that they'll go back to the same way they were before. I can't imagine having these painful feelings all over again. |
| | Posted 8/14/2008 2:27 AM - 37 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments
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